I slept on the floor next to the windowlast night

I felt better when I wrote it down

as long as it's not going to be read when I am alive

I'll do it for my well-being

kind relief

I got memory like golden fish,or salmon,I dont really care

is so miserable and empty

was so happy and,I dont know how this working

I dont like complain

I do self-service as long as I can

Im not writing this due to a few bad days

I do know I eventually need speak even I prefer not to

I have a protector who is not suppose to talk

1% need to be listened